Just Story 1
I reminded when i was still in elementary school. One day in uncle's home, i prayed taraweh together with my family. After we prayed my uncle give us some advices. We talk about 'Goals'. My uncle asked us "what is your goal in future time? My brother answered he will be an engineer and also one by one all my cousins told about their goals. One of them want to be a doctor and others will be a lawyer, a pilot and many more. It was good idea i think. How about me? I said "I want to become a smart person." With my answer suddenly I heard all laughing. I don't know why cause might be it's heard funny or strange. Uncle asked "Be smart, what mean? Smart means could be a shaman or the paranormal". He was kidding me. I just smiled.
After I'm growth. Memory is a muse for me, I noticed that one thing I saw among almost all my family don't be in their childhood goals. But they find a new goal and they pursue their career now. And me...I don't know what I want and how . This story do not make me look bad or talk about my doubtness. But it will be the muse for me, and maybe it will be the muse everyone who might like me too. I hope there is give us solution in every way that we've been through.
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